I’m going to call my thrid practice run a dud. I kind of regret it, but I think I need it. I need a break. I’m starting to get really stressed out, and I don’t like it.
I don’t know why I get to stressed out about PyWeek. It should be fun, but I always get really frazzled. It’s really hard for me to describe, but I feel like I’m looking like a big twit if I don’t finish with a great game by the deadline. I can’t bear the thought of failing.
I’m still going to compete, but I really need a break. I need to finish my homework (Which has been piling up rapidly), I need to work off the clock for a while, and I need to relax.
I wish I could stop taking this so seriously…